I didn't dream of you in particular but there were flashes of you everywhere, racing through my mind. Snippets of poetry unspoken, unwritten, I know they are lucid and true somewhere. somewhere. I wish I had asked you to stay, for when I lay without you I swarmed with unknown desires, pulled you close inside and for the first time since before valentine's, I slept the entire night. And I wished so vividly for the ocean sound of swelling breath to linger, gentle and fleeting, in the warmth above my lips, hearing again you whispering my name, fingers tracing histories on my thigh, sending shivers down my spine