I wish my father could’ve realized what a mess he’d began
Been running for some time to keep away from his demands
But all It takes is one caring male gaze and I relapse
They call it “daddy issues” or “father complex”
I’ve avoided forming yet another strong attachment
But breaking my own heart seems to be a strong attraction.
Will you be my safe haven and keep me safe?
Will you support me when I can’t be brave?
Only god knows how hard I’ve tried not to let it shine through
I have tried not to care and love as much as I do
But when I get attached it’s too late to divert
God, I know this will hurt