she's here again. loud, loud enough that i cannot hear the woman tumbling from my '98 Crosley, that voice like liquid silver. she's here again. come to hurt me, bad. i thought i closed my door. i thought i closed my door. leave me alone i say. loud, loud enough this time that maybe she will go. and i can sit here, without her hands on my bones. and i can sit here with the cat, who is soft, and silent. and i might be able to hear that voice that cracks like lightning. i thought i closed my door. i thought i closed my door. help me. break out of this glass prison where there is hardly room to breath only to see in.