I think I may die tonight I don't think I will get this through The blood is dripping from my sheets My hands are turning blue
I sewed together the scabby ends Of my wounds with searing pain I clenched my teeth and closed my eyes And felt my salt tears fall like rain
My pillow is a rock under my neck My breathing shallow and fast I cannot feel my legs or feet Is it midnight? no, it's past
There is no window to distract I cannot see anything anyway My pupils enlarged to blackened spheres There is no blue left from yesterday
A chill settles on my bones I cannot move but I can feel Freezing fingers climbing up my bed The terror I sense is real
The spider legs of nightmares grab And stab me everywhere Inserting their thick needle feet Into my wounds so bare
My feet are gone- detached from me My legs are numb as well My torso going colder as My mind catches fire- what hell!
The pounding of my failing heart Fills my nearly deafened ears My hair is pulled out strand by strand My burial is getting near
I can see my gravestone in my mind An arching roundish one Graven deeply in the rock words read The psalm of my life done
"A teenager-no more than 17 Was taken by death today Fate saw this child's time was up And bid the Reaper come her way"
Well the Reaper came and cut her off From this world of hate He wrapped her up in his black silk And delivered her up to Fate
Fate looked down and saw a girl Of beauty far supreme Death usually withers the face But this smile glowed and gleamed
Fate leaned forward taking in The girl who smiled so wide It was not natural for happiness to last But her future Fate must decide
Fate looked at her servant Reaper Young and still in his prime A lonely fellow who longed for nothing more Except a friend he could keep for all time
Fate stepped down and pulled back his hood And took in his handsome face He wasn't the scary reaper you See represented in that Earthly place
His hair was black as ravens wing His eyes as blue as summer sky His skin pale as winter snow His Phoenix wings stretched out to fly
Fate looked at the girl She was a beauty indeed It must come from a heart of gold A kind heart aged 17
The girl's smile was wide as the Milky Way Her eyes shone like the sun on the moon Her hair flowed like a curling waterfall Her cheeks were roses in bloom
Fate nodded and gave the Reaper The hand of the beautiful teen
Then all the visions faded fast As I woke up from my dream