i tend to find myself entangling myself in between your thoughts without you even realizing it.
i can read you like the back of my hand.
you're simple yet complex.
oh how i wish i could be you.
oh how i wish i could laugh like you.
i wish i could be as happy as you.
you feel heavy feelings, yet you wont shatter by a single touch.
you know pain, yet choose to not put yourself through it.
you know me, yet i still cant allow you to read me.
oh how i wish i could let you understand and hear these screams of mine.
take my mind.
take my fragile heart.
it bleeds out for you.
i am always bleeding out.
the words seep out from my mouth as the blood drains from my veins, my love shatters everything.
i don't want to shatter you, my love.
i don't want to fall apart again.
i am so tired.
my heart is so cold.
my mind is so fragile.
please be patient.