Someone is living in my body
The person is neither demon nor godly
Just point blank, confused and destroyed
Makes me wonder why she was "deployed"
She looks everything like me but can't act as such
She is more a deer in a chase
Never settling down everything is haste
Watching my life from the sidelines
It's nothing as to how I live , how come?
Looking in the mirror, everything is the same but different
Knowing who she is , but no spark in her eyes
Her hope died out
Her eyes puffy red
You can see , it's life she dreads
Her life turned upside down
Nothing normal anymore so in depression she drowns
Living her nightmares as if they aren't abnormal
But what does it matter nothing is ever normal
I've seen enough to know that girl is me
The me I never wanted to meet