I never was the type to long for much, as I was born poor. Into a house and not a home; Into arms without a pulse. Her embrace was hostile. The love of a mother should be so brilliant. Without, her daughters became fragile. Her tongue was a whip that she beat us with all day. The monster in her head didn't allow for nurturing to take place. Now I long for every touch to fill the void she left behind. It is expanding with every passing day. My problem's cannot be cured, for I have never had a Mother's love.