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Vellichor
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Aug 2020
Autism Hurts
I hate myself for talking
I inevitably do
And I wonder if you’d been so mean
If you really knew
That I would cry for hours
Hate myself for days
Stare blankly into mirrors
Until my worn eyes glazed
That for years it would haunt me
I’d replay the words I said
Your disgusted look
Tattooed inside my head
That I’d lie awake at night
Clawing at my skin
Because I hated what I knew
Was lying deep within
And I wonder if you’d been so cruel
Had you truly known
What it’s like to live with autism
How it feels to sit alone
#autism
#asd
#alone
#lonely
#regret
#hatred
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