As I woke up this morning with the dark cloud forming in my mind. Telling me you’re a pain and useless, Worthless, Nothing you ever do will be good enough for me or Anyone else the pain, the rejection, the feeling of hopelessness, the misery, How the dark cloud turns to dark mist in my mind and the feelings and thoughts of rejection and not being accept by my peers. How theses feelings and thoughts turn to pain and agonise in my weak and dark mind and how I wish this would stop and everyday is the same for me.