the dawn breeze rises cool and soft up from the golden ripples of the Little North Santiam River.
past the sword ferns yarrow thimble berries just ripening in late July. through the fierce Himalayan blackberries who need a trim.
over the cedar deck where we ate grilled wild salmon and coleslaw with our kids last night, soaked in the softness of our relaxed vacation bodies.
that silky air slides into our bedroom, fills the space with the vigor of a thousand spawning salmon.
our legs tightly entwined. torsos pressed. skin moist with sweat
these bodies fit together even better now with their scars sags creaks. proud flesh testifying to grief and mileage.
teaching us our glorious human limits. wisdom offered only through lifeβs sharp blows and tears.
β you open to me. generous as always. take me as I am. with my vulnerable and volatile parts, imperfect. you welcome and entertain them all as honored guests, cherished.
we sink into the embrace. merged for the moment. the lists and logistics and decisions dissolve. and there is only us.