Today I smoked *** and looked at the sky, My mind slowly went to Neverland Somewhere between never it's gonna be, Neverland, never who, I would never find people who are true, I went to the pit of the universe and thought About a mermaid who swam like me She got dumped in the sand And was forced to turn into a man under the tree, To wake up with a warm cup of tea Who are you And am I me, Whoever thought that memories weren't easy It isn't dear man, I will cry and tell you Who can be And who can't You aren't part of my memory Why are you in black and white You seem sad and important But I have no place for you in my life I could cry and mop and compare my trigger With a sad friend But who has got time for friends Or for people who use you like a bag of **** Whom are you living for Grow up, men aren't born with wings I am about to tell you to be a man and go get drunk, You aren't a christmas holiday, your life isn't fun I am gonna trigger a bullet young man, I am sorry that I couldn't make it through If I feed my brain a bullet And make it through the end, Maybe in the next life, We could be friends.