I move through life like swimming in the sea Many a storm has battered me Waves of destruction I've managed to outrun It's like I was created to overcome My stories are many I'll let time tell How I went to sleep in Heaven woke up in Hell Choices gain voices some cause more pain Standing trial with a smile I still remain A young boy who dreamed a future bright Staring into space embracing the darkness of night Solitude my lover we raised hell Became a monster amongst demons I did dwell No limit I took it to the brink Heart so dead all I did was drink Drowned that boy did my best to destroy Used and played discarded like a toy Shadows of me lay in the past Here we go again will this new me last? Lessons learned I feel no doubt Can only play the cards as they're dealt All is fun till you're staring down a gun.... One of many things I had to overcome....