clothes unpacked all over the hotel room; we sit at the coffee-table chairs in early morning, and quietly reconsider our plans to go for that walk. coffee *** on the quiet table; ceramic cup in my hands. i look to see if i can tell what you really want. you talk about the views from that place we planned to go to. i ask if you are sleepy. you — dressed, with shoes and all look at me — dressed in a blanket. wavy steam from the coffee ***, soft buzz of the air- conditioning, downstairs your car in lamplight.