Dear you
It’s crazy that you were all I knew for so long
and now all I’m left with are mental scars that won’t seem to budge off of me
Dear you
I don’t know how to really word this
Or how I even feel about writing to you
I just been thinking about you
Trying to understand you
Understand exactly why you did what you did
And how I can forgive you
If I can forgive you
Dear you
Well to start I guess I should from the start
You stunned me in a way I never thought anyone could
You were like a viper
So majestic looking but holds a venomous bite
I Always was Intrigued by you,
At how you thought and saw the world
And the way you molded everything around you.
you held yourself up to a very high standard unlike most.
it was so easy to fall in love with you
It was so easy to be vulnerable with you
To knock down the fortress I made around me
And give you all the keys to my many doors.
It was natural
Not forced
Not pushed
Natural.
Loving you was natural and maybe that’s why I can’t wrap my head around what you did.
The love I felt with you
The love I gave to you
Is unlike any other and I am trying my very hardest to forget you but it seems that I simply cannot
And this may be an assumption but I know you don’t give a **** about me
I know you don’t care to know what has come of me