My mother brought down the storage box from the attic. I swore it was bigger. I went through every single picture, pulling aside all the ones I wanted to bring back to Tallahassee with me. I didn't think it could mean anything, but I have no proof to show of my vacant father. No picture of my clumsy, pre-teen years where I weighed more than my mother. When I pick out the pictures I want on my wall, it's the past that I created for myself.