the things i see are hideous and the things i feel are scared of the things i see. i dont feel much but i feel that. feeling lost but seeing three different directions is so frustrating. tell me why i closed my eyes when things got rough. pushed enough to shove and drown the dove dont drown the dove just yet i said. to feel prolonged suffering. put me out of my misery. i cant drown the dove on my own. i need some help.