Many times we say things to hurt each other especially if we feel hurt by them somethings cannot be taken back But if you care at all you feel guilty you feel sorry and that’s proof that you care the people who keep hurting and pushing you till u snap only to still play victim was never for u a man who claims to love you yet makes you feel like the most worthless woman there is on gods green earth every chance he gets a man who accuses you of things that you didn’t do who’s probably doing it himself a man who damages you emotionally mentally does not love you and they always turn around and say good women don’t exist or love don’t exist honestly my three-year relationship a part of me wish I could take it back but a part of me is grateful for it because I learned a lot and prove myself right about a lot of things but it’s ok I’ll be the bad guy I’ll be the girl that flirts with everybody just by saying hi I’ll be the one who lies even if you have no proof it hurts to know that one person who promised never to hurt you and take you back to this dark place did exactly that yet I’m still the bad guy they say never regret but I wish I could wake up tomorrow and everything was different I don’t care to be alone because I would never hurt me like you did I wish you the best in life And I hope you find what you’re looking for because it’s not me you made that very clear I give up.