with astounding longevity my heart was so heavy drowned with waves of depressing... worldly... insolutions... a burden of problems unsolved. give me one, give me two. life is a theater these "humans" think it's neater to glorify a people pleasing persona upon their pedestal stage. how can my own life in my chest not be heavy with red on the left and white on the right... satan bleeds his blood. white gives her life. which shoulder weighs more...? a category of "a" and "b," "one" or "two," "x" and "y." which media story will fit in line. well fine, let's get real. the world is ******. wait **** you need to duck.. here comes a flock of incompetent ridiculing opinions. they'll hit you in the head, make you feel close to dead. have you got it? have i picked a lock to get you to understand? that maybe my chest aches at night cause the longevity of THIS life, well, my heart can't take it.