Sitting by the window as the sun hides behind the clouds I noticed the sky had dirt marks all over it Maybe because the lens through which I saw it had spots of dirt I attempt to sing along with the musician singing in the background Whilst singing I imagined myself to be surrounded by circumstances of happiness The formation of that imagination took place in a mind covered with despair A thick layer of despair The happy imagination acted as a balancing tool for bad luck A fantasy it was.