a love so much so much
still after time has had
some time to sew the scars
you know that scenario
in the movie alien
where the alien burst forth through
the poor soul's love cage
so much so much I love
I'm a wounded fish out of her water
striving to breathe her skin
but the sharp talons of reasoning
anchored by stubborn requirements
our concrete never cured without cracks
and when any interaction
is like a fist in the face
the tears can't be held back
the anger to strike out erupts
a reflect of psychological projection
to cope with the *******
I'm dead inside
an you're to blame feelings
so so so much I loved
but our death star chance's
came to fruition