I wish I could believe that love exists for me but then I remember all I read in my books is just ink on a page and a thought in my brain praying that it could be real for me, but the World continues to show me fantasy is just that; a fantasy, a dream but I'll keep looking for my storybook prince dark eyes, dark mind that brings light to my equally dark soul and reminds me that magic may truly exist in this messed up world of ours and just maybe ill finally believe that love exists for me.