"Don't be frightened if I cry and my shoulders shudder," she breathes. The lavender of the sky droops above a dim-winter's sea, and just as the words are out I graze her cheek like a blade of grass drops its dew. "I'd be a true lout --", her fingers of orange topaz -- gleamed in moonlight -- stop my lips short. "Don't." Teardrops roll slowly down in a display apt for an old court show; such a sadness in her tone.