I ****** it up again,
My mind torn, and spent again
Trying to cling to something resembling a blood pool
Broken bones and cracked hearts
And I isolate myself with bottles of broken dreams
Tearing away people, revolving around t.v. shows
Stuck in a rut, I want to be in
Drowning from baseballs aimed at my vocal chords
Stuck in my head, feet won't reach the end of my bed
Stuck in a place
I can not embrace, life as it has unfolded for me