i've been wanting to talk but i know you're hurting it's my fault so you don't have to keep reading but i'd like it if you did
i messed things up tonight i tried to step out of my tower into the big kid world but i tripped and fell on my face like always
i told you i wouldn't do it i promised i'd stay safe i tried to keep my promise but see, someone stole from me he pulled on my hair and called my name i didn't want to leave my tower but i let him pull me down
eugene im scared i hate this tower i wish i knew all of it's secrets but i'm still learning now, that fall taught me a lesson i know i needed but how many falls will it take before i learn?
you trusted me tonight and i know i let you down so if you're still reading im still lying here with a bump on my head to match the splinters in my heart i can't get back to my tower without my eugene
i don't deserve your help i don't deserve you at all i'm greedy for wanting you to stick around and help me up when i fall but i've always promised to brush you off too please do not forget how i healed the **** on your hand im trying to heal the **** i left on your heart
i need you eugene i hope you don't hate me too much after all you helped me see the light
i tried to be cute with this but i don't think it worked