Why does it hurt when it rains.
How do you see through the fog of pain. Well the rain forever stay will it ever go away from the time you looked my way I was lost in a daze we rode the worst storm I've ever been through we got lost in that storm and we lost our faith in one another with no light to guide our way back to each other the fog lifted up we found each other so u let me believe in a something that was real and true just to stand there and let the storm rip out my heart all over again for a drug that wont last a night you know what I should not drop my standards just for you to get high and I dont think u know what real love is it's given in when you know what u deserve I truly love  you and you have just made me feel like I was nothing but a passing through the fog of pain and suffering with no air to fill my lungs cuz u have taken everything even my breath so I will walk away from  you through the fog of pain and suffering to  myself alone with my head high an try each an everyday to remember I was just another person walking around lost  in the fog of pain and suffering. I'll definitely never forget an forgive you for everything from our past an present. You lost me the moment the drug was put before me 2 know for sure it will never work with you there will never be anything put before the drug 💉 you have to see it from my point of view it killed us once it will **** us again and again to want to put us through the pain again is selfish of u have u not put me through enough have I not given u enough have I not given up enough for you y do I keep falling for u after everything what changed I was just another day another time I can't expect u to understand how u make feel how u have ****** my life up so bad. I loved you with everything in me I did not give up on us and the ****** up thing with you is that you did u killed us not just that but you gave up on us u ****** with my heart knowing that you would never give it up u knew you would never change not even for me for us for a real chance at love u we have become nothing more than a passing storm the worst of my life and I wont ever forget that real to the bone pain my heart doesn't even want to beat to breathe I cant find my rhythm its no point in trying to get air when every time I try to breath I scream in pain of a lost dream come true I've got to for get u I have to walk away from the you I once loved cuz that you was never real or true **** the u that's before me **** ur fake *** story's to try and make me forgive you knowing that u say that Now once you got what u wanted was it worth it all was it everything u wanted an more would u do it over again break my heart once more for what nothing more then just what u want what about what I want r need from you does it hurt knowing my feeling didn't even matter did u know that my heart was breaking every time I gave you what u asked for did you even see the pain in my eyes the need to leave everything I am in your hands and did you even know what it did to me every time for me just say okay an let it go but truly broken on the inside an wishing you would be able to make it right but once again you have left me without a breath to take so I welcome the pain with no air an no hope for ever day dreaming of a life with you I once prayed that you would be able to look at the past an see you want something better something else worth living for something that is real an true something like me an you then again it was just another day dream
And prays don't ever come true just like me. so tell me what you think of it  I have to love myself more since I'll seem to be the only one who really knows the meaning