I cried myself to sleep to the fact
that you're not near.
What had happened to us,wasn't
I so sincere?
We made love just to signify
our purity towards eachother.
But one day while you were
gone you had my heart slaughtered.
I hurt so bad its like im
suffering from an illness.
Please help to stop me from ending
my life with such a quickness.

While you were gone I stare
at the bed where you use to lay.
Now im useless I can never
love you or look at you the same way.
Now I put this cold steel barrel into my mouth.
Tempted to squeeze the trigger
hoping something might come out.
I hate the fact that luck
wanted me alive.
Keep squeezing the trigger just maybe
hoping I would die.
I found out love makes you do
crazy and strange things,
but while you were gone I just
wished....BANG