Your father looked down dresses while sitting in church But he was beat with a belt for not abiding God's words And while kneeling by your broken bed you cast a wasted curse That only silenced all the town's pretty song birds Your cousin touched your lips with fingers soaked in wax While mom and dad were fighting the kitchen table fell to flames You cleaned it with an ax And your cousin left in shame Mother took you to the carnival to help you to forget She dragged you by the wrist and let a clown drink your thoughts On your hands you did sit And they used your dreams as their props You yelled at the ***** and ran the dusty road home You found your father dead but rich You made his grave of rusted chrome