If only they could see
Life has been ******* with me mentally
I can’t get out of this no more
Crying on the ****** bathroom floor
Hoping you could see
What the devil wants to do to me
Depression has me
It won’t set me free
That’s all you don’t see
If only you knew
The terrible thoughts I had since i’ve become blue
If only you could feel
The feeling of never being able to heal
Every Night I pray
That one day
You’ll see
You’ll understand
That life never happened as planned