without explanation or permission for your mind kept its imprint , for moments full of emotion your face a explosion of sunlight remain within mine..i will give this love its time, i will throw pride aside, for when im older, much rougher..allow art of us to flourish within different mediums , and songs sung with unheard emotion, the moments i will consider when mature. through color, vibrant reflections.., i hope i consider lifting a call to a deaftone number but you will have lingered & forgotten as you do ..these feelings i know wont reach you as you grow more beautiful like your favorite red wine, ill force myself to forget how you smile, whisper, and talk as you do, to a smell i miss and voice i want is to disappear away in acid tabs, lucid psychedelics dive to induce ego death for someone i was, will have died...

so forgive for trying to reach out to you, i was so in love with you..