Why do I try oh so hard
For love I never will recieve
I convince myself to fall for you
And your sickening lie, I believe
I give it my all, for us
To be passionate together
But I'm wobbling on this platform
And your heart controls the lever
My heart has been blackened
Beyond what most would attempt repair
Left sobbing in pure darkness
With brown eyes flooded with despair
Heartbreak's first form of agony
Awaiting pain to slash me deep
Just when I starve for your warmth the most
My heart to cold for you to heat
So I scream to the heavens "Why do I live?"
Am I doing this only to breathe
This forsaken love, that never existed
In which I still try to believe.