She was confused
Whether it was just infatuation  
Or  it was love
Maybe love it was...  
But ..
She was afraid of accepting the fact
Was afraid to confess
That love for him
Those  undefinable feelings for him
That care for him
Those cravings to hug him and to hold his hands
To put her head on his shoulder
Maybe bcoz of her perception
Perception  of being made fun of by him..
Or maybe bcoz of her fear
Fear of losing her love again..
Sometimes she felt like crying for him
Like missing him
But again she was not ready to accept the fact
And never let tears come out of her eyes for him
Maybe she was afraid
Afraid of falling in love again
Afraid of getting hurt again
She wanted to tell him so many things
She used to wait for him
But she didn't tell him anything
Oops !
Again Because of her fear
Fear to lose her value from his life....