there's something entrancing in knowing that I am not quite young young minded, no. young in control, perhaps. young in prowess... definitely not. and since young and old are only based on the amount of ticks and tocks you've been breathing or the amount of wrinkles you're covering or the amount of tears that have fallen in laughter aren't we all a little young, a little old? time is a thing and i am a being. and beings are not things, nor do they enjoy being constrained by such things.