my hands were trembling as i compose a message for you
deep inside of me was a coward hiding in fear that needed you
that afternoon was a hot day that my hands were clammy oddly
i finished my last message to you to bid my last goodbye at last.

i didn't dare to look at my phone while waiting for you
i couldn't take the pain if you were to ignore me that day
i knew you well that i was expecting you would've seen it
after a few hours that turns into midnight i finally look at it.

you told me you were the wrong person that i looked for
but that's a lie if you were the wrong person then where are you?
i knew you didn't wanted me anymore like a used toy
you're always the saint that i once knew back then.

and you will always be as long as i can remember you
you know i knew something inside of you changed you
you weren't the same person i loved back then i just knew it
but it's okay if you don't love me anymore even before.