I didn't think it was this serious because I know that you were happy. When you said something all I could do was call you and beg you to stop, and in my head I tried thinking of the last time I saw you, the last time. and I wanted to remember if you were smiling, or laughing or feeling any joy inside . then I remembered that the last time I saw you was not in weight training, nor at my house or in the halls it was in a dream, and that dream might have been the only thing I have left and it might be the closest and farthest I will ever be from you, but that dream was the last time I was with you and the only thing you said to me in that dream was, "I think I'm going to stay.....I'm gonna stay."
So that's how I know you're here, and that's how why I know you could be anywhere right now, but wherever you are, I know that you have a smirk on your face and a hop in your step, because you couldn't find that here.