I probably deserve it, Being ripped apart by a lonely heart, For all the men I’ve made lonely, For all the ones who’ve wanted to love me, But I wouldn’t let them. For them I suppose I deserve it, To fall in love with beautiful strangers, Who want me just to use me, To be broken once again. Its a strange affliction to constantly be Underwhelmed by kind men, Only to be charmed by the... ‘You’re too intense’ ‘You’re a nice girl’ ‘I’m just busy’ ...from a blue eyed devil. Maybe my heart is back to front.