I can't
Remember the last time I felt happy
Yet I won't ponder
or allow myself
to drift away and wallow in sorrows

It's hard
To feel when feeling is heartaches
Glass and swords and needles and pain

It hurts
She's still in there
A fragile soul
Begging, pleading
Someone, anyone, save me
Does anyone see me? Does anyone hear me?

It kills me
To admit the damage this is doing
The pain this is causing
and the destruction its creating
words may fool
but eyes cannot do the same
souls I fail to deceive

I'm dying inside
She will end me
Like the sun burning to closely to the Earth
But how do you stop the sun from shining?
How do you **** the life?