i know you would probably be better off with him
maybe it would be better off that way
i probably won't stop loving you though
i can imagine it
it would be like something from an indie movie
i would be with someone (maybe i would be alone)
you would be with him
couldn't tell we've both grown
we both look the same
you did something different with your hair
it's the first time you've done anything more than just style it differently
you've always been scared to change it
i would be the same
i've gained some weight
mostly in my gut (just like my dad)
but other than that
same style
same walk
same smile
we make eye contact
we both think the exact same thing

i see youre with him
a million things go through my head
i feel a sharp pain in my chest
i push the thoughts out

im happy for you
i truly am
we both give each other a faint smile
we both mean it
we both know
what we could have been
i've gotten over it
you've gotten over it
but there's no other way to explain it
we both just...
know
that i will never stop loving you
will you stop loving me?
i guess
it doesn't matter anymore