Moonlight shines into the deepest darkness
of my life the noise that covered the endless silence
the love of long ago.
Whispered words that were left unheard
that runs through my soul.
I am mesmerized by his  voice that runs in the night
persuaded to close my eyes and dream of better day's,
my nightmares came fast the night you never came back,
wishing that tomorrow will never come  
because you put my heart on the run
I acknowledge that we were never meant to be  
this I could now see,
I lay here looking at the walls that tell it all,
the secrets we never told,
conclusions and confusions of the whys that  
came to my mind,
your black wings are too much for me  
the world resembling paradise it seems so nice
you're the star that once shined in my life,
the fallen angel is now what you are  
October is not too far from your heart,
I'm running astray without you in my life
I bleed with the cuts in my heart,
fabulous was once me
things do change when you started stalking me,
my life had never been the same and you are the blame.
- Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery