His voice in my dream kept talking to me over and over about what could be if I would do as he said, he loves messing with my mind most of the time. I can still feel the hat and the unloved at the same time, He was showing me what he could mean to me, showing me images of all he would give to me, his love is dark and very painful, but he calls it joyful. I feel more pain knowing he is always in my mind most of the time telling me all kinds of lies. He is not right he needs some kind of help, and I do mean professional help. My world fell right at his feet while I sleep in darken dreams. He would tell me how he will always hunt me down in my sleep and the deeper I deep will be harder for me to wake, even if we are millions of mile apart he will keep cut at heart. Soon his voice had ended I have woken up in tears again.