Dark Angel told me he loves me
more then I will ever know
But then why am I so sad
Why do I feel him wherever I go
I feel his eyes are always on me
I know he loves me because he told me so
But why does his love have to hurt
He plays games all the time on my mind
He tells me to look in his eyes
And I will find the darkness of his soul
It's me he wants to take control
I was alone until I met him
now I cry to get away from him
I can't forget him out of my head
Out of our bed
I could feel the change come over me
I ask God to please forgive me
Help me please get through this
My Dark Angel gave me life to his dark side
A reason for change  like the season
Is how he changed me
Darkness is all I can see
Why my poor heart bleeds
my heart is numb as it can be
My winter is colder than before
my summers are all gone
I know he loves me because he told me so
When he takes hold of my arms and squeeze them very tight
just to make me cry
Bits my lips to make me scream
When he is through with me
he tells me over and over how much he needs me
He loves me more then I will ever know
This I do know
Oh how my world has grown cold
I see him where ever I go
His words are like a mystery song
Should I go down in history
Will anyone misses me
why yesterday I cried today I smile
I don't know if he is happy or is he made
I don't know if he is fake smiling me
He had taken away all my happiness from me
He gave me all his loneliness
He gave me love to make my life worthwhile
only just for a little while
He takes my hand gave me to spend and said the words to me
I love you more then you will ever know
I know he loves me because he told me so
Do you see all the things he has given me
Look in my eyes and I will tell you my story
I know he loves me because he told me I am his world.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery