As I lay my body in a bed trying to sleep
I end up crying the whole night instead
The darkness in my room now makes me feel safe
Far away from hope and all fake faiths
The demon inside my head gags out loud
As I want to scream and shout
The wall witness my sorrows
As i try being happy from the smile that I borrowed
Now I feel anxious trying to smile
Alli have is the fake sympathy and care
The scratch in my hands no more witness the glory that I survive
Instead it makes me regret the day I couldn't die
As I lay my body trying to sleep ,I end up crying whole night