I know you'd say
"Be happy with all you have"
And emphazie gratitude;
Just focus on the positive,
As if that will make the pain
Disappear.

I know I should
Think abouthow lucky I was
To meet you;
Think about how amazing it is
To have such a great support,
To have such a strong beginning.

But today my heart aches
With loss, with grief,
Over everything I gave up
To get here.
Today, I just need you to let me
Feel the heartbreak.