to put words down when I'm so enamoured with those I've laid before to think myself to be inferior to my past self surely is a milestone that from here we swim down towards that THING that dreadful, thing we've reckoned with since we lost our first friend the hampster, the gecko, the end and beloved L- there's nothing to fill in past here cause we've spent our unique gems out into the ether with little recompense started by musing on 1s and Zeroes 'course I always saw myself as the letter and as always, this is not for you das ist nicht for zie like Zampano most I can hope for is esoteric footnotes lost in hallways always (and forever)