OH Loneliness, you have made a home
Angel of mercy touched my heart tonight
I know what fear is and the pain of it
it has always been near
Loneliness made a home it follows me everywhere I go
I've seen the velvet moons of my crying nights
it shines on me like it truly understands me
oh, how my tears fall like the stars of the night
tears and seasons of my blues over you
time is passing us by like a heated uprush
what is all the fuss about us?
when it is winter my heart grows thin
my loneliness gets the best of me
If you only have known all the tears I had cried
all this confusion of your lies
you had told me you would never leave my side
are love is way too strong
well I guess you were wrong
I look around me and all I see is the jealous eyes on me
they watch everything I do
just making sure you are not with me
in my loneliness, I had got down on my knees
I started praying what does all of this mean
Why were you so mean to leave me with all this pain
I got on my knees to pray for your Love
I prayed in my own insecurity to find myself in you
the dreams that are forever are the love I made with you.
- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery