Abandonment with anger
the abuse, pain harbored within for so long
Careless love that got pushed and shoved
until I had fallen out of Love
Deceived left in sorrow
my heart has gone numb
my soul went cold
my body felt caged up from life
I'm clueless for this danger I am in
alone with no love to hold
damaged cut deep within
with so much sin
Darkness found me
and careless me fell right in
Bittersweet clingy and needy
dazed along the way
slashed by betrayal
I will never let love back in the end.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery