I do not know what to think
When love gives so much pain
I do not know what to do I feel
So confused about you
A kiss is a kiss until you let that
One comes within,
Then he hurts you and the pain
He gives it hard to forgive
The pain is so deep within my heart
It is like the cut me with a knife
I am sitting here all alone wondering
Where I have gone wrong,
Tears running down my face like pouring
rain, what a shame this love gave
I will never let you do this to me again
I thought you would be the one
all you did is put my love on the run
My feelings of the blues over you gave me
The flu, kneeling down in my bedroom
By my bed asking God to forgive you,
For hurting me as you did,
now I can move on with life
without the pain of shame
now I can say goodbye
with no tears in my eyes.

- Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery