My love, I know it is now spring
I know you are not with me
but can you feel my heart bleed?
Hello, can you hear my cries?
can you feel the pains ...
did you leave me in?
You would think out of all these years
those old tears would have gone away
but that would be so fake if I would say
they are all gone,-
but the tears are the rains storm of us
so I truly never make a fuss about us
but the pain that still remains in the same
I know life is moving on so fast
but mine is slowly fading
Hello ...
Can you hear me?
can you feel me as you sleep
did you see me in one of your dreams?
did you feel my heart bleed out like the sea
Oh did you ever ask why I feel the way I do?
are you still that confused why I had loved you?
I know darkness don't mix with the light
I know what we had is something of the past
but picking up where you left me is so hard
My heart had been broken in millions of pieces
and they are not enough glue
to put them together again
the cuts are too deep
all I can do is weep
So if you are reading my words
I hope you are feeling the pains
of yesterday's news  
about me and you
But you know this is nothing new
you already have known what it is you did
you still have those words
playing over and over in your mind
while you left me in the storm of the pains
you had given me all the blams.
Hello ......
If you can hear me
I just want you to know
Your marks are almost gone
and the old storm will be made in a song
your old face is slowly fading away.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery