“How do I look?”
“Am I an open book?”
“How does my future look?”
“What am I worth?”

The questions that go through my head,
along with “What if I was dead?”
these questions go through my head
as I lay in bed.
“What if I was dead?”

“What should I believe?”
“Should I leave?”
“What could I achieve?”
“What am I worth?”

The fears that surround me
like “What do people think of me?”
Control me
Take over me
And soon enough **** me
“What do people think of me”

“What if I was dead?”
“Was there something unsaid?”
“Why do I regret”
“What am I worth?”

“What do people think of me?”
“Am I considered pretty?”
“Who likes me?”
“Who cares about me?
“What am I worth?”

These are the questions that go through my head
and sometimes I wish I was dead.