I made another wish upon a faraway star
I pray for love to find it's way to my heart
the time love comes for me Dark Angel will
had already taken me for his bride
I probably made enough mistakes to last a lifetime
But I just sweep it all under the mattress
does it really matter if it is for the better
I just act as if it never happened
I probably have a couple of dances left in me
I ain't no ghost yet written down in history
but I feel the ghost of pain is near me
watching me like he has voodoo on me
he is the Phantom of my nights
without the lights to lead my way
I know you still haven't forgotten me oh love of the free
but the night cry's saying deep within the darken wind
voices saying they miss me to never leave
though they never met me so why are they crying for me
that is a dark mystery
Enough I cried out into the night
saying let go of my soul
I don't want to turn cold
I stood so bold out into the strong storm
It's crazy but very true
you have me so confused about what I'm going to do
you walk around me like you have put a spell on me
I'm meeting people for the first time of an unkind
hard to deal with when I look into their eyes I see
something that keeps me unease
They love me after their judgment in embarrassing
watching me jump up and down
rolling around on the ground
holding me down making sounds
Don't you ever confuse timid with arrogant
voodoo child misunderstood
If God let me have true Love then I know my heart is good
but why do I have to go through so much
to prove how much my faith is in Love
why do I have to go through the fire of lies
yet you know my heart is good
So tell me my love is the only law
then take me away from it all
give me back my heart
give me back my wings
and let me sing
let me fly on high
and wash the sins away.
- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery