Why can't you be more conventional?
this is what you say to me
People talk, people stare, so I try
to understand their point of view
but I have to speak out to a lying crowed just for you
why should I do a thing like that
when they are out for blood with jealousy in their hearts
you talked and talked your lies about our love
I know in my heart that's not for me
to stand around just to let others watch me bleed
because I can't see what is it they want me to see
they act so crazy with words of hate
that to me is some kind of crazy
You stand out like a darken cloud in this old world
people look me up and down
like they have something they want to say
they pass me on by with hate in their eyes
So, let people wonder, let them laugh
all they want about our love and how it didn't last
let them frown like clowns and walk around with hate
jealousy is a very bad thing
You know I'll love you until the peal moon turns pink
Don't you remember I was always your clown?
Why try to change me now?
You played your game so good on me
you even have your clowns outside our home calling me names
with so much jealousy and hate
go don't lose your darken ways
But remember the truth always comes out at the end.
- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery